Hot - Inna

I've been addicted to this song. It's stuck in my head! <3

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I came back from Lebanon Monday night, and I had the best vacation ever! I've done so much in one week. I'll post about it later! Enjoy the song for now.

At the end

That whole incident was a turning point in my life!
& now, it all changes!

"That part of me left yesterday. The heart of me is strong today. No regrets I'm blessed to say, the old me is dead and gone away"

Come walk with me through, Just like we used to! ♪

I had you; I had it all, & now you're slipping away slowly! Ever since you put up your wall, it's been impossible to understand you. I want to stop it, stop this, but I don't know how to! I tried once and again, yet I failed. I don't think I can handle going through this all over again. You are my person, and I'm going to do whatever it takes. I won't let go, ever. It's a promise! You just need to take a ride down memory lane, to remind yourself of everything we've been through. For the sake of this friendship, wake up, cause I'm here, waiting for you!
Dearest,
I love you!

"There was a time that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain"

Untitled

"I guess you are right, I’m afraid. I'm afraid to put my guard down. I’m afraid that if you know all that I am, you won’t feel the same. And I’m afraid that once my barrier is defeated, and I’m comfortable, that you’ll walk away!"

Tagged By Hana

"pick a person ONE PERSON that we all know which is A BLOGGER THAT BLOGS!! IN BLOGGER IOR WORDPRESS!! only one!! and describe that person and tell her/him some stuff that you like about them and if there are any negative points then say them too!! and write the name!!"

I pick Rawryy!
You're one of the sweetest people I know. You're very talented mashallah, and I enjoy reading what you write A LOT. "you better get some of your work published :p". You're funny, & you like to do crazy stuff and that's yet another thing I love about you ;p. I like the fact that you enjoy reading all kinds of books, and I like your type in music. Last but not least, I think you have an amazing personality =).

Her Anguished Soul

She curled up in her bed, trying to escape her misery. But she couldn’t sleep because her dreams were worse than reality. He haunted her every thought. He tore her world apart. However, she couldn’t get away from him, for he had complete control over her life, over her heart. He was her dreaded master, her one and only love. The man who had forsaken her, and left her to pick up the pieces he had gotten rid of. So now, this is how her life has become, torture she couldn’t escape from. She needed an exit. But who would she turn to if he was her only savior, if he was her one?

Breathe ♥

"There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out. And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again. If you only try turning around. 2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song. If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to. And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd, cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud. And I know that you'll use them, however you want to." ♪

School has been really hectic and stressful. A lot of changes have been happening, like for instance, they stopped giving us GP. "Government English Program?". They changed all the english books as well. We're taking IBT this year, and SAT the year after. That's not new for the school, but it is for me. & what's up with taking Computer in Arabic? :S That's really fucked up, and HARD. On Sundays, we have Biology, Physics, Chemistry, & Math after each other =/. Torture much?
A lot of the girls that I get along with are moving to other classes. Our class is already "marvelous", with those new girls moving to it, it's going to be... ?
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Allah Ystor.
I'm really not up for studying, my brain is still vacationing. I can't focus, and I can't get myself to open any kind of books. I've been sick for the past month? On and off, it's crazy, and really exhausting. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I want to do something crazy, something fun, something out of the ordinary..
Any suggestions?