Her Anguished Soul

She curled up in her bed, trying to escape her misery. But she couldn’t sleep because her dreams were worse than reality. He haunted her every thought. He tore her world apart. However, she couldn’t get away from him, for he had complete control over her life, over her heart. He was her dreaded master, her one and only love. The man who had forsaken her, and left her to pick up the pieces he had gotten rid of. So now, this is how her life has become, torture she couldn’t escape from. She needed an exit. But who would she turn to if he was her only savior, if he was her one?

Breathe ♥

"There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out. And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again. If you only try turning around. 2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song. If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to. And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd, cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud. And I know that you'll use them, however you want to." ♪

School has been really hectic and stressful. A lot of changes have been happening, like for instance, they stopped giving us GP. "Government English Program?". They changed all the english books as well. We're taking IBT this year, and SAT the year after. That's not new for the school, but it is for me. & what's up with taking Computer in Arabic? :S That's really fucked up, and HARD. On Sundays, we have Biology, Physics, Chemistry, & Math after each other =/. Torture much?
A lot of the girls that I get along with are moving to other classes. Our class is already "marvelous", with those new girls moving to it, it's going to be... ?
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Allah Ystor.
I'm really not up for studying, my brain is still vacationing. I can't focus, and I can't get myself to open any kind of books. I've been sick for the past month? On and off, it's crazy, and really exhausting. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I want to do something crazy, something fun, something out of the ordinary..
Any suggestions?

Boredom

*R.n.h ... says:
if you had the chance to be a guy instead of a girl would you take it ? :p
*R.n.h ... says:
loooool
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
Nope..
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
I like being a girl =)
*R.n.h ... says:
guys a7san :p
*R.n.h ... says:
you get more freedom oo 7aya :p
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
bs heik guys chace girls, amma girls get chaced by guys .. =)
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
ya3ni bidoonna mafii 7ayat aslan :p
*R.n.h ... says:
-___-
*R.n.h ... says:
la2 bas bedoonik entee o layan :p
*R.n.h ... says:
ama el ba2ee la teeezy :p
*R.n.h ... says:
haha
*R.n.h ... says:
'3eer mama :p
*R.n.h ... says:
oo emek :D
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
affaaa ya rassem.. no no im sure kolhum you appreciate them and you love them..
*R.n.h ... says:
walek kont bamzaa7 -__-
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
ya3ni la t7awil.. girls rule, guys follow ;) <<< eish da5al, i dunno
*R.n.h ... says:
looooooooool
*R.n.h ... says:
T5AAASIIII :p
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
"Nod" 2illa
*R.n.h ... says:
we will talk about it ma3 layan bokra :p
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
inshallah :p
*R.n.h ... says:
without guys you guys are nothing banat 3al fadee :p
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
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FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
la tkammil ..
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
WE GIVE BIRTH TO YOU, SO LA YKTHAR :p
*R.n.h ... says:
we help you soo la yekthar :p
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
bs ni7na we get pregnant for 9 fuckin months babe :p.. ya3ni mafii mo8araneh aslan :p
*R.n.h ... says:
we give you the thing that maked the baby so without it mafee shee esmoo 9 months :p
*R.n.h ... says:
makes*
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
the thing that makes the baby ? "Cracks Up"
*R.n.h ... says:
what ever :p
*R.n.h ... says:
i dont wanna say el esem :p
*R.n.h ... says:
looooooooooooooool
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
hmm okay .. :p
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
il mohim.. iza mafii ni7na, where are you gonna use "the thing that makes the baby" :p
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
try to get another guy pregnant ya3ni ? :p mafii amal
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
:p
*R.n.h ... says:
bel 2roood and get aids "Wide Smile"
FiFi - [For Forever!<3]--[MotherChucker ♥] says:
Wow, lucky you ..